I love you so much. I don't care if you shout at me all the time. I love you more and more each day and I will never get tired of telling you how I feel.
I miss my baby :( I miss how he loved me. I miss the sweet side of the man I love.
But if I won't see that anymore, I will take anything I can as long as I have you. You are my life and there won't be life without you. I will take all the last days I can have with you and cherish them for the rest of my life. Please let me. I want to feel your love so much.
I have never loved anyone as much as I love you. It hurts that everything is falling apart just when I thought "everything will be okay" I prayed so hard for you, for us. I asked heaven for a clean slate and to be good from that day onwards. I don't want a reason to hate God. He gave me YOU. I prayed for a love this kind since I was young. Every night I pray for Him to bless our relationship, to bless our life, our work, our health. And I promise you, I will never stop doing it. I used to give up on a lot of things, I'm not going to give up on us. I feel so lost without your love.
